days like this makes me want to travel. to go out, sit in the first train and go away. forget all the pain, all anger, all people. just to leave everything behind, even though I know, that when I come back ( because I will have to, and one day i will) everything here will be the same. the anger will come back together with the pain and with people. and this is the saddest thing... that I can't fix things and that I can't make everything right...