and just now. just yesterday I got feeling that its over. I spend whole year missing something that I did't really knew that well. Somebody that I idealized... i spend whole year expecting that that our relationship will change , but nothing has and why would it change now?? finally i feel that its time. its time for me to let everything go. done trying fixing things that aren't broken. because there was nothing to break. and hurting myself over and over again. done. I know I really liked him, but now i don't understand myself if I still like him or only like the feeling of somebody being there for me.