Sometimes when we want something really bad, we loose sight of what it really is. I'm so scared that things I see are only my imagination. And this not knowing ....
drives me crazy. If only I had enough strenght to come to you and ask. It would be a lot easyer than just sitting next to you, looking at you and thinking. So many thoughts, so many of them.
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But in the end I am just a thinker.