this is me moving on

I'm writing to tell you that I'm moving on. Which may or may not mean anything to you, but honestly that is beside the point. Writing this is more for my sake, and pretty much has less to do with you receiving it and more about me writing it. You see I am a true master at not dealing with things. I'm sure you could see that, I'm not fooling anyone so I'm not going to fool myself anymore. I push all the hurts and the scars and the less than lovely things into deep recesses in my mind to forget about. That is until something small and insignificant arises that reminds me of whatever it is tucked away into those neat little boxes in my mind turning me into a complete mess once again.

these are not mines but suites me soo well. As it was meant for me to tell them and let it go. Close my eyes, clear my heart and let it go